khlamydiaa:

thanks for not replying

LOL

a lot of people will say what they wanna say either someone hears it or not.

We often forget the reason behind every thing. Most of the time we thought what we see is enough to judge all’o the things that surrounds us, we say that we understand why things happen, but actually when we’re in the middle of it we forget the reason why we’re there in the beginning. I got my share. I was there for one reason and that’s what drive me. I was in control because I always remind myself the reason. When I experienced the juice of those efforts, I started forgetting the reason why I’ve been experiencing all those happiness. Up to the point that I was being selfish always wanting to get the bigger part. Then what happen was due to my selfishness I start seeing that I’m staring to lose everything or at least what I have left. I was there selfish and immature, thinking that I was right and I will not bow down, so I’ve decided to stand for it. Fortunately, a friend asked me to assess my self and ask if my feelings changed or stayed as it is. So I started thinking again that maybe, I was wrong. I was told that if I demand more without giving enough should I start leaving, or maybe, if I realize that I’m not happy with the outcome of my hardworks I should not stay. I was aked to assess myself of what I really want and start to the beginning of everything. I was specifically reminded of the dictionary meaning of my intentions. Life isn’t what we thought it is. It varies. Most of the time we think that life is just about living the good life but you gotta have the purpose of living it, so you’ll know where and what to expect. Then I started thinking that maybe I was inconsiderate of the situation, maybe I was wrong. So yeah, most of the time whenever we experience the best of everything we forget how to understand and take consideration. The more we experience good life the more we became greedy and inconsiderate. That in the end we end up losing everything.